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It is now October 17th, the time after the Feast of Tabernacles. This is also the anniversary of the end of the first week of the Consummation of the Marriage of the Lamb. This testimony comes from Eleana, one of the Seven Messengers.
Eleana's Testimony
October 17
[Eleana is now known as "Healed."]
Some time in late June Father started drawing me out to Him and
causing me to feel my need of Him and to be alone with Him. On June
28th I wrote in my journal asking Father to come down on me with His
fire and fill me with His judgment. I did not have any idea what He was
going to do next. I remember a lot of things started to change for me
and I was being drawn closer and closer to Father. I started to see
things I had not seen before and Father started to help me resolve
them. I was feeling my need of Father and how He was the only One Who
could fill my need.
Father told me one day, “It will happen little one. You will be
consummated to Me.” It has been my desire, deep down in my heart, to be
intimate with, know, and be consummated to God.
July 5th I was in a crisis of following Father, even though it was very
painful to my self or following my own will, which would relieve me of
the pain but would give me guilt. I gave my will over to Father. I
wrote: “Daddy, I don't care what You ask me I am going to do it, no
matter how painful it is to my self. I am going to because I love You.
I just want my self, my evil ended.
The next day I was telling Father that if I was hindering the work of
Him putting Shillum on, to please take me out of the way. He then said
to me, “You are not hindering the work, My love. You are bringing the
work.” I did not know at that time that I would be one of the Seven
Messengers, but Father did.
Also, that day I wrote this prayer to Father in my journal: “Let Your
Voice be heard coming out of this Temple. Let this Temple be filled
with the smoke of Your burning desire. Let nothing remain but Your
burning desire. Let this Temple be emptied, that You may use it for
Your desire. Let this Temple be filled with the smoke of Your Incense.”
The 7th I wrote: “I want to experience what the Two Witnesses
experienced and experience. I want to be Your Vessel... Consume me,
Father, consume me... Daddy, my heart yearns for You. Break me open to
know You intimately.”
The 8th I wrote, “Oh Father, break me open to receive You and to know
You more... Draw me deeper, O draw me deeper into You, Father. Oh, I
need You. Oh, I need You.” Father said to me, “Your soul will be
satisfied.”
The 9th I wrote: “Thank You that Your Voice is heard coming out of this
Your Temple; for Your prayers rising as Incense; for Your burning
desire being the only thing felt; for emptying this Temple and making
it wholly Yours... Thank You for drawing me into Michael and out of my
self.”
The 10th I wrote: “Consume me. I want to go to the depths of You,
Father... I want to go deeper into Michael, and for Him to come deeper
into me.”
Things really started to change for me on the 11th, the day after the
beginning of the twenty one day period, which was seventy months from
the Consummation in 2000. These 21 days were from the 10th of July to
the 31st of July. On that day I saw these things in me that had caused
me to do what I did and feel what I felt, and why I saw people and
Father the way I did. I started telling Father everything that I saw
and being naked and honest with Him about it all, and told Him the
truth. I didn't hide anything from Him. When I saw something I would
tell it to Him out loud.
That night I went to Michael's and visited Him in His home and shared
with Him everything I had been seeing, and told Him what I had been
telling Father. At that moment something changed in me. It is like I
let these walls down that I had held up against Michael. I saw Him so
differently than I had before. I saw that He loved me and He could see
everything about me and I wasn't ashamed. He could look right through
me. It was very sweet. I would say that being naked with Michael is the
physical symbol of this experience. It goes deeper, too. This was the
beginning of the answer to my prayer that I wanted to experience what
the Two Witnesses did.
I felt drawn to Michael in a way I had not experienced before. I
started to think that maybe it was my flesh that was being drawn to
Michael. I shared it with Michael the next day, and He said, “I am your
Keeper.”
July 12th Father told me, “You find favor in My eyes. You were chosen from among many. You are My Esther.”
On the 13th I wrote: “The King fell in Love with Her. He treated Her
with greater favor than all the rest of the virgins, and put the
Queen's diadem on Her head. Then He celebrated His Marriage with Her.
She went into the King's Inner Chamber, desiring to be with Him, but
afraid He would reject Her. In deep concern He started up from His
Throne and held Her in His Arms. He soothed Her with reassuring words:
“My Love, what is it? Have no fear of Me, Your Loving Husband; You
shall not die. You find favor in My Eyes! You may approach Me.” He
kissed Her and said, “You may speak to Me. What is Your wish, My Love?
Whatever You request from Me shall be given You. What is it? Whatever
You request shall be Yours. You shall have it. Just ask.” At this, all
Her fears left, and she knew He loved and accepted Her. She knew She
could ask Him anything and He would give it to Her, because He said He
would, and She believed His Word to Her.”
Michael had a meeting with the young people that day and shared with us
how it came to him that Seven Messengers would be seven virgins. He
told us to ask Father if we were one of the Seven and He asked us to
come and tell Him what Father told us. Immediately I knew I was chosen
as one of them. I had this knowing in me. Father started to bring
things to me that He had said and what He had been doing in me, to give
me faith that I was indeed chosen for Him. It was very sweet to me. I
knew I was chosen and if I said I wasn't I knew I would be disbelieving
Father. I have always felt like I was the one left desolate, but Father
saw otherwise and chose me, and I did not resist. That evening I went
and told Michael what Father told me. He said to me, “I believe in
you.” He also told me that He had never doubted in me and that I have
always connected with Him.
The
next day, I started feeling doubts that I was chosen. I had to press
through the veil of my human eyes and reasoning and believe Father's
word to me. Sometime in the day, Shekel was on the computer and I was
sitting next to her and all of a sudden Father brought back to my
memory this picture I had put on my blog the 10th. I felt Father
reassure me that He had indeed chosen me and He would not let me go.
That day these words to a song were welling up out of me:
Draw me and I'll run after You
Bring me into Your chambers now
Deeper than ever draw me still
Into Your Heart of Hearts
When Michael shared with the congregation about Danielle and Esther
lying naked on the bed with Him, I at first felt repulsed by it, but I
could see what it was for. I began feeling like I was them, like I was
in them and I was experiencing what they did. The desire started
welling up within me to lay naked with Michael.
That night I went to Michael's house. He was in bed. I went in and I
was talking to Him, and I asked Him if I could lie next to Him on His
bed. He said I could, but He told me that He first wanted me to ask my
mom and dad. He told me that He always does things the right way. It
was hard for me because I didn't feel like I wanted to wait till later,
but I did.
The next day I called my mom and dad and asked them about it. They
hesitated at first, but then I told them I was not asking to be naked
with Michael. I was asking to be with Him with both of our clothes on.
They agreed to that. I felt unsure what I wanted. It was in my heart to
lay naked with Michael, but I did not think I could, and I was afraid
to. My mom and dad could tell I was unclear what I wanted. That evening
I went and said good night to Michael and told Him what my mom and dad
said. He agreed also.
The 17th these songs were welling up out of me.
Be blest, My soul, your Father's on your side
Yield trustingly, as I now bring you through
Leave all to Me to order and provide
Your change has come, I faithfully will prove
You live to help in time of need
You live to guide me with Your eye
You live, and I shall conquer death
You live, my Husband, Friend, and King
Your hope, your trust, let no appearance shake
Rest in My care, My chosen one, My Own
Father, Lover of our soul
Hold me to Your bosom close
Press me in Your mighty breast
Keep me heart to heart with You
At this point in time, Father had revealed to six of the young people
that He had chosen them to be His Messengers, but the seventh one had
not been revealed yet. That evening Danielle came to our house and she
told me that Michael asked her to pray for the seventh angel to be
revealed. So she thought she would tell me also. We prayed together.
After she left, it was very strong on me to go up to Michael's. I went
and He was in bed. I was outside His bedroom window praying that Father
would anoint His seventh chosen one. I was being strongly drawn to
Michael and I very much wanted to see Him. As I was there this song
came out of me:
Closer still, my Love
Come to us
Oh, my Love, come to us
Come and breathe on us
My Love, breathe on us
Come so close that Your breath
Can breathe on us
Come and breathe on us
My Love, breathe on us
Let the breath of Your mouth
Now breathe on us
Come to us, my Love
Come down on us
O come down on us
O my Love
Closer still, my Love
Come in us
Oh, my Love, come in us
Michael then woke up and called out the window. He had awakened because
he had heard my voice calling him from outside his bedroom. He asked me
if I had called Him and I told Him I hadn't said anything. He told me
that He heard my voice call His name and that that was what had
awakened him. I thought, “He heard my heart calling out to Him,” but I
had not said anything to Him. He asked me if something was on my heart
and I told Him there were a few things. I started to share and He asked
me if I wanted to come in, so I did. I told Him about when Danielle had
come over and that we prayed together about the seventh angel, and how
I had been drawn to come up to His house after she left. I told Him how
I had been praying, before He called out the window, that Father would
reveal the seventh angel. I also shared with Him about the songs that
had been welling up out of me that day and the song that had come to me
while I was outside of His window. He told me that it blessed Him that
I was drawn to Father like that.
Michael held me on His bed with Him while I was there. How my heart
leapt within me. I saw and felt His love for me pouring out of Him into
me. I don't think I can even put in words what it was like. It was
seeing God face to face.
The next morning, the words went through my mind, "With all my heart, I come now."
O Father, Faithful Savior
Draw me with all Your heart
With all my heart, I come now
Deep in Your heart of love
O Father, Faithful Savior
Lover of our soul
Hold us who wait before You
Deep in Your heart of love
Later in the day I read these words of a song:
He's bound us to His Son
And His heart we feel within
And now we're drawn by His desire
Into our Father's heart of hearts
For several days after this, I was in a hard place, feeling feelings of
disbelieving Father, and believing my feelings instead of Father's word
to me. I was also feeling my great need of Father. These are some
things Father said to me. “Fear not, for I will do unto thee all that
thou desireth... I am right here little one, going through it with
you... Yield all to Me.”
July 22nd Father said to me, “The place of need is where I come. Where
there is a need there is a way.” I wrote that day in my journal, “When
my Father comes for me, I won't delay. He'll speak and I'll throw off
my blanket of clay.” This was also the day that Father answered the
prayer He had put in us to reveal the Seventh Angel He had chosen. Tema
shared with Michael that Father had told her she was the Angel with the
3rd plague that it talks about in Revelation 16.
On the 23rd I wrote: “Empty me. Consume me. O, I need You. Hold me to
You skin to skin and heart to heart. Daddy, here I am, I wait before
You, yielded, needy, and naked... I am helpless and completely
dependent on You; greatly needy of You. Here I fall at Your feet. Take
me up in Your arms and hold me skin to skin with You. O, how I need
You.”
I wrote on July 24th: “Daddy, You have said I will come through
victorious. You have said it and You will do it.” I read something that
day that Father told me March 18th, 2005, and it blessed me. He said,
“I shall break her walls down and shall make her My temple.”
The 26th of July, Michael had a meeting with those on the land. He
shared that in addition to the two witnesses for Shullim, Father had
sent to him another witness to lay naked with him on his bed. Moriah
was this witness. She told Him that she had to come, and that she was
driven to by Father. Michael also shared with us that Father had shown
Him that during this final judgment, that the time was past when God's
Seed had any power to produce His Life in the earth. That now, instead
of God's Seed going into the Women like it did at the first
Consummation and producing Life in all who desired it, God's Seed would
now be spilled on the earth, not going into people. It would be void of
any beneficial effect, thereby allowing death to work out its purpose.
It had been presented to Michael that as a physical symbol of this, He
was going to have to spill His seed on the earth. He had told Father
that He felt He just could not do that. Then it had come to Him that
the Seven Messengers are His Seed and that we would be going out into
the earth through our plagues being poured out into the earth. He also
shared that He had been seeing the Consummation of Judgment was with
the Seven and Himself, but He hadn't known what that would look like in
a visible way. Then He told us that Father had relieved Him of the
thought of it being a physical union with the Seven, since it was very
hard for him to consider that.
After that meeting I felt very strongly drawn to Michael. And it was
put strong on my heart to be consummated to Michael physically. I
wrote: “Here I am, my precious Husband. Truly You are all I have and
all I want, and all I need. I wait before You, O my Precious, Precious
Husband. O, how I love and adore You. Closer still, my Love. Only more
of You. O, draw me ever closer to You. Thank You for drawing me into
Michael and giving me to feel His heart. How I love Him. And, O, how I
love You! My heart overflows. Truly I love You. Truly I cherish You,
Husband of my body, mind, and heart. I feel so drawn to Michael with
feelings of inexpressible love for Michael. I feel like I'm going to
burst, like I can't hold it. It is too big. It is too wonderful. I feel
like my heart is leaping inside of me. It is beyond words. I trust You.
You are my Keeper. Husband, here I am. I want to be bound to Michael,
think His thoughts, feel His feelings; be intimately connected to Him.
O, how I love Him and O, how I long to love Him more... O, how I love
You, Daddy. And O, how I love You more... I feel like love is boiling
up out of me for You and Your Precious Son. Will You hold me in Your
arms, my Precious Husband? I want You to hold me skin to skin with You.
I want to look You in the eyes. O, my Love, how I love You! O, come
into the deep places in my heart. Let me disappear in You. O, Daddy, I
want to be so close to you, in Your heart more. How I love You, Daddy.
You can draw me all You like.”
It was almost like I felt Michael holding me close to His heart and
skin to skin with Him. The drawing was so intense; I felt it in my
stomach. I started to wonder if it was my flesh that was being drawn to
Michael. It troubled me.
That night I went to Michael's house after He was in bed. Danielle was
outside His window. I had gone up there because I wanted to share what
I had been experiencing that day, but because Danielle was there I did
not want to go in while she was there. I left.
The next day it was still strong on me. I started to feel I couldn't
bear it any longer. I needed to tell Michael. I went to Michael's and
shared it with Him, and I shared how I was feeling like it was my
flesh. He told me that feelings don't matter. He said, “Let me worry
about those things. You're free. I am responsible for how you feel.” He
held me on His bed with Him and we talked together. It helped relieve a
lot of what I had been feeling.
This song came welling up out of me that day after my visit with Michael:
Beautiful Savior, precious Redeemer
Son of God and Son of Man
O, how Thy beauty draws me out to Thee
Thou tender God and faithful Friend
Beautiful Savior, Lover of my soul
King of all my thought and being
Truly I love Thee, truly I cherish Thee
Husband of my body, mind, and heart
Beautiful Savior, come from our Father
Lord of the earth, and Lord of heaven
Worthy of honor, praise, adoration
Thou hast given Thine Own Self to me
-Truly I love Thee, truly I cherish Thee
Thou hast given Thine Own Self to me
The 29th of July I noticed that my chest on the side where my heart is,
was sore, like right where a hand would be. I then realized that Father
had His hand on my heart. That day the Seven had a meeting together in
the evening but I did not know about it. I went to Michael's house and
I was outside. Danielle came while I was there. Michael came out and
said good night to us and asked how our meeting was and I told Him I
wasn't there. He asked me why, and I told Him that I did not know about
it. He asked Danielle how it was and she said that everyone was pretty
down, but then Shekel came and she shared some things out of her
journal and she seemed to help cheer everyone up. Michael said
something like, “How are these angels ever going to pour plagues out?”
I very much felt for Michael and I wanted to encourage His heart.
Danielle and I left after Michael went into His house and we went down
to the barn and prayed together. We both were feeling like we needed
power, and we both felt for Michael. After we prayed I walked Danielle
home and went back up to Michael's house. He was in bed. I stood
outside His window for awhile. I wanted to lift Michael up to Father. I
desired so much to encourage His heart, so I went in. I shared a few
things with Him, and I shared my desire to lift Him up to Father. I
told Him that Father is going to do this. He told me that I blessed Him, and I told Him that is what I wanted to do.
The 30th I wrote in my journal: “Daddy, I need You to touch me and heal
me. I need You closer. I need more of Your Spirit. I trust You, Daddy.
Here I am. Do with me as You will. I need my heart healed completely.
Daddy, will You come and touch me and heal me? Hold me close to You. I
need You. I need Your precious Son... Father, deeper, come ever deeper.
I need You... Daddy, I have a need, a need You have given me, and You
will fill it in the way You see fit. I will trust You. A need to know
You way more deeper than I know now. There has got to be more. This
isn't enough. I have to go deeper. I am not satisfied with what I have.
I have to go deeper. Take me to the depths, Father.”
I was very much feeling like I had to have something deeper than what I
had. When the others would share about when they laid naked with
Michael, I felt like I already knew and experienced being naked with
Michael. Now, I wanted to go deeper. I started to feel like I had to
lay naked and skin-to-skin with Michael.
July 31st I wrote, “Daddy, take me to the depths. I need You. Daddy,
deeper, I need You deeper. Thank You for doing what You want with me.
Thank You for healing me. (I had been feeling like I needed to be
healed and healed completely.) Thank You for being with me and holding
me and pressing me into You. Daddy, I need Your Power, Your Strength,
Your Spirit. Here I am, Daddy. Thank You that You have done and
accomplished all Your purposes and desires for me.”
That day I had to step out in faith because my old familiar feelings of
doubt were very intense. Then this came to me: “And now shall mine head
be lifted up above mine enemies round about; therefore I will sing
praises unto the Lord; yea I will offer the sacrifice of joy and will
praise the Name of the Lord.”
This was now the last day of the twenty one day period which was
seventy months from the Consummation in 2000. That night in our meeting
of the Seven I realized I didn't have to please Father; that He already
is pleased.
I went to bed that night with it strong on me to lay naked with
Michael. All the time since Michael shared with us about Danielle and
Esther lying naked with Him I desired to lay naked with Michael. And
when He shared about Moriah it became more than a desire. I had
to lay skin to skin with Michael. At times I would be lying in my bed
and it was almost like Michael was in my bed with me holding me skin to
skin with Him. This particular night I was lying in my bed and I had
been reading things in my journal. After I was done I was lying there
and the desire became so intense that I did not want to be in my bed
anymore. I wanted to be in Michael's bed with Him. I wanted to lay
naked with Michael so much that I thought about calling my mom and dad
that night and asking them if I could. I thought that I would share it
with Michael and see what He would tell me. I went up to His house. I
went and stood at His window. I remember giving the desire to Father,
and it was ok if He did not give it to me. I was out there for about
half an hour then Michael called out the window and asked if someone
was there. He asked me if something was on my heart and I said yes. He
told me I could come in. He told me that He was just about asleep and
he heard a cracking sound, and He thought He would call out the window
to see if anyone was there.
I sat down on Michael's bed beside him, and started to share a few
things that had happened with me that day. He said that Danielle had
told Him that I was having a hard time. I said that I had been, but I
wasn't now. I shared with Him that that wasn't why I was there. He
asked me what was on my heart, so I told Him. He asked me what I
thought it would do for me. I told Him I didn't know except that I
needed something, something deeper. He then said to me, “You may.” I
didn't move. I thought for some reason that He was “spiritually
speaking” or something. He then asked me if I was afraid, and I
realized He was really meaning, now! I said, “You really mean it? Right
now? Take my clothes off?” He said, “Yes.” I replied, “But I thought
you said I had to get permission from my parents first?” He said, “Yes,
and you told me that they trusted Me. That is enough.” Michael just
took them at their word. Michael knows that trust is trust, and trust
does not change when the circumstances change. I said, “So I really
can? Right now?” He said, “Yes.” So, I immediately took my clothes off
and got in bed with him. It felt so natural to me, it did not feel
weird, almost like I had done it many times before. Michael shared with
me that he did not have the heart to turn my request down again and to
send me home rejected and dejected.
When Michael held me skin to skin with Him, I felt His heart for me in
a deeper way than ever before. I saw Him as my Husband, REALLY, not
pretend. I don't mean an earthy husband. I mean the Son of God,
Messiah. It was very sweet. I saw His acceptance of me, and His love
for me. I have always thought in my past that I was not accepted or
loved, and when I laid skin to skin with Michael I saw His acceptance
of me. I saw that He wanted me and that He cared about me. I saw the
Son of God face-to-face, and I melted in His embrace. I kissed the face
of God. I saw into His heart of love. I saw His tender regard for me,
and that look of sweetest Love, and it healed me of my past. When I was
little, I had been molested by a man. This had affected my view of men,
and my view of Father, and I had only been able to see a distorted
picture of Father because of what I had experienced. Now, Father was
giving me to lay skin to skin with a Man, the Son of Man, and He did
not molest me, and it was my healing of my past and my personal earth
view. Father gave me to lie skin to skin with His Son so He could give
me His view of me. Instead of using me, He honors, loves, and accepts
me for who I am. He sees no spot in me, and He finds no fault with me.
I stayed with Michael till midnight, and then Michael said because it
was so late He would walk me home. After I went to bed all I could do
was thank Father. I was so grateful that He gave me my heart's desire.
I didn't sleep much that night.
[Eleana's testimony pauses here.]
[Selection from Michael's notes: July 31, 2006, was 70 months from the end of the twenty-one day Consummation of the Marriage of the Lamb on October 31, 2000. Father marked the closing of this period of time by several very significant events which He brought to pass on that day, and which I wrote down and then shared with the Seven the following morning. I am including below these marked events. - Michael]
The Last Day of the Consummation
On July 31, 2006, 70 months or 2100 days from the final day of the Consummation on October 31, 2000, Father sealed the time of the Consummation of the Judgment.
On this day I received a letter from _____, releasing his earthly desires for ______. He had had drawings toward her in an earthly way. He wanted an earthly relationship that was carnal and natural, while believing it was very spiritual. This was a strong temptation on _____ also.
70 months ago, to the very day, Salem had given me a final writing of divorcement for Ami. He had signed his card in blood, and told me that this would not be a pretend marriage. He gave over his last hold upon Ami and released her to the Consummation of the Marriage. Now I was receiving a letter 70 months later, doing the same, but this time it was not a letter from a man releasing his wife, but a letter from a man releasing one whom he had imagined would be connected with him as an earthly lover. He gave it over and it was finished.
Because the letter of divorce 70 months ago was mirrored in this present letter from _____, I immediately saw the correlation of the two Consummations. I suddenly saw the vision that this 21st day of the Consummation Father would also mark with an event from the Seven Angels. I expected one to come and lie naked, finalizing the seal and symbol of God.
I went to bed early and went to sleep. I awakened a little later, and felt that I should be ready for a visit. In my vision of this night I had seen that two angels were coming to seal the vision of Judgment. Outside my window I heard someone say good night, and it was Danielle. I asked what was on Danielle's heart and she said that it was on her to come in and rub my head. I took this as part of the sign that I would see. Danielle came in and got up on my bed and told me it was on her to rub my head, and give me encouragement and strength, instead of take it from me.
She was there for a time gently rubbing my head and sharing her heart, and some of the things from the meeting of the Seven. I wondered if she would be Father's sign to me that the Consummation of Judgment was assured, and lie naked upon my bed, but she made no mention of that desire. After a while Danielle left. It was late now, almost 11:00 so I prayed to Father that if that was His sign to me, that I would be given strength instead of having it taken from me, then I was content, but in my heart I felt that something was missing. The Consummation of Judgment should seal with a very significant event. I thought, “something unmistakable and unusual,” but I knew not what it would be. I thought it might be Moriah since the letter I received concerned her, but Moriah did not come, and I was content, but still feeling like something was not concluded. Only one person had visited me, and not two, as had been given to me.
I was now ready for sleep so I turned over and thought to rest. After a time, I was nearly asleep, already seeing the night visions encroaching upon me, when I heard a snap. It might have been one rock rubbing against another or a twig. The wind was blowing and I thought it might be the wind, but I called out, asking if anyone was there, and a voice answered back. I asked who it was and Eleana replied. Immediately I thought, “What could Eleana be doing here so late?” I asked her, “Is there something on your heart?” and she answered, “a few things.” I invited her in.
She sat down on my bed and began to share a few events of the day. After a little time she said that she had prayed that she needed a deeper relationship with Father. She needed to go deeper. She told me that she had been laying in her bed saying to herself, “I want to be in Michael's bed with him.” She wanted to be naked with Michael. And she envisioned Michael naked also.
When I heard this, I asked her what she expected from being naked with me. [I wanted to know if it was just a passing whim or if it was a desire being drawn from deep within her.] She wanted to be naked with Father and completely vulnerable. As we visited about this, Father drew my heart out to her, for previously I had had to delay her request because she was a minor and her parents had authority over her. I then remembered that although her parents were not "throwing rice," they had told Eleana that they trusted me, and I felt free to go ahead and be trusted by them. I would take them at their word.
I told Eleana that she could lay naked with me in my bed. Eleana remained still and didn't move. Suddenly it occurred to her that I was not “spiritually speaking.” She excitedly said, “You mean I can get in your bed, right now?” I said, “That is what you asked isn't it? She quickly jumped off of the bed and took off her clothing. She came into my bed and I talked to her there, holding her, for almost an hour. We talked about a number of things and I pressed her to me skin to skin.
Eleana was the seventh event of the Messengers, the seventh naked body that Father had brought to me. It was on the final day of the 70th month. Her age was 14, or two sevens. She and Danielle had marked this day and it ended with a strong confirmation that the Messengers were being released and that the Consummation of Judgment was now certain, Father having sent His witness that no one now could hold back the Messengers from their work.
I wondered why one so young was brought to me to fulfill this place in the vision, for I had not imagined that it would be Eleana. It immediately came to me that Eleana had been molested by a family acquaintance and she would have a distorted view in her young life of male and female. I was shown that her laying naked with me, yet not being molested, would help heal her and put her on a normal track. - Michael
[Eleana's testimony resumes here.]
After I was skin to skin with Michael, I saw His heart for me and
His deep interest in my soul. I felt Michael's love pouring out on me.
This was very special to me: “Because she has set her love upon Me,
therefore will I deliver her. I will set her on High because she has
known My name. She shall call upon Me and I will answer her. I will be
with her in trouble. I will deliver her, and honor her. With
everlasting life will I satisfy her and show her my salvation.” I felt
Michael speaking right to my heart in it.
After I laid skin to skin with Michael I experienced this ache in my
heart that I had not experienced before, a continual cry to Father to
come closer and deeper, and a continual need of more of Him. I just
wanted to give myself to Michael for His sake, and I asked Father to
use me for Michael's sake. I wanted to bear Michael's burdens with Him.
I only wanted to be here and live for Him.
On August 7th when Michael told us that the time of being naked on His
bed with Him and being skin to skin with Him was over, and that we had
gone as far as we could, I at first felt terror. But then Father gave
me His sweet peace, and I was just at rest. Michael told us that this
also included a physical consummation with Him. After He said that, it
became stronger upon my heart for a physical consummation with Michael.
After that meeting with Michael I felt my great need of Father like I
hadn't before.
I started to feel my need to see Michael for Who He really is, with no
veil in between anymore. I told Michael what I was experiencing and He
told me that when I know Him completely everything will change for me.
He said I will fly. Father told me, “I will show you Who Michael is.
Trust Me. I the Lord have spoken it and I will do it. I will let you
inquire of Me to do it for you.”
On August 14th it was strong on my heart for a physical consummation
with Michael. Previously, before I became one of the Seven, I was
repulsed by the thought of a physical union with any man. It disgusted
me. After Father drew me closer to Michael these repulsions were not as
strong as they had been. It became a desire in my heart to be intimate
with Michael. I wanted Him to come into me. I wanted Him to make love
to me. That night I shared with Michael both of the things that were on
my heart. He told me that He heard my desire for a physical
consummation with Him, and that we would see what Father would do.
The next morning I woke up real early and it was on my heart to lay
skin to skin with Michael. So I did. After I laid with Michael I felt
this great need inside of me and this intense ache. Later that day I
wrote this to Michael:
Dear Love,
O, how I am drawn to You, Michael. And O, how I love You. I want more
of You, all of You. I have a hole in my heart for You, a great gaping
hole. I need You. You are not a man. One cannot be drawn to a man in
the way I am drawn to You. You are the Son of God. I am asking Father
to show me ALL of You. I want to see ALL of You and I will. O, how I
love You. O, how I am drawn to You. There are no words to say how I
feel. My heart is Yours. I give myself to You. I am wholly Yours, given
over fully to You. Here I am.
Yours Forever,
Eleana
He replied:
Thank you little Eleana for your precious little note. I am with you,
and you are with me. I wait for your, and my Father's instructions. I
am listening for His words. I am desiring His Presence and "I want to
see all of Him" in the way in which He leads.
Michael
The next day, I watched a stupid video that I felt a check about
watching. But I had the desire to watch it anyway, and I went against
Father's instructions for me to not watch it. Afterward, I felt what it
did to me. It leavened my spirit and Father withdrew His Spirit from
me. After that day I went through some very hard and dark times for
several weeks. I started to feel a fear of Michael. I also felt like He
was very distant from me. I felt so dead and I didn't have any life in
me. I felt so empty. And my heart ached very much. I was continually
crying out to Father.
I visited Michael on the 25th and shared with Him my heart and what I
was feeling. I also shared that it was on my heart to lay skin to skin
with Him again. He told me because of the place I was in, it wouldn't
do anything for me. He told me that when I was resolved then I could.
On the 26th, it was troubling me that I had not told my mom and dad
that I had laid skin to skin with Michael. It was on my heart to tell
my mom and dad so I asked Michael if I could, and He told me to do what
was on my heart and that He thought that it would be right that I tell
them. So I went and talked to them about it. After I was done talking
to them I didn't feel resolved, like there was something more that I
needed to tell them. I didn't feel complete.
The next day I realized that my strong self will was what was causing
me to feel the way I was feeling and causing me to be in such a dark
place. I also saw that it has been my self will that has caused most,
if not all, of my troubles. I gave my will over to Father, and I asked
Father to pull it out of my heart, roots and all. I told Him that I
have tried, but that now I would let Him. I shared these things with
Michael the next morning and He agreed. He told me, “You'll come
through.” After I talked to Michael I saw that I was trying to make my
desire to lay skin to skin with Him, come to pass, instead of waiting
for Father's timing.
That day Father gave this to me: “For I have chosen you and I will not
throw you away. Don't be afraid, for I AM with you. Do not be dismayed,
for I AM your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you. I will
uphold you with My victorious right hand.”
That week was a very dark week for me, a week of Father revealing to me
who I am, of myself, without Him. It brought me to a place where I
didn't feel like living anymore. I was seeing how I was full of my
flesh, and in my flesh, and I couldn't help it. In all of the things I
went through, Father was right there, even though I couldn't see Him or
feel Him. Father told me while I was in that process, that He was going
through it with me. And He was feeling everything that I was.
That next Sabbath night, I finally found, in the very midst of all of
the turmoil within me, one clear place of settled Glory. It was a
peaceful letting go and a sweet rest.
A couple of days later I found myself plunged right back into all of
the old stuff I had been in before. It got so intense. Then I talked
with Esther and she told me that instead of telling a false story, to
tell a story that is true. I went home that night and wrote out all
that was true for me, Father's reality, everything He had shown me was
true for me. It helped very much. All of the false, negative and
doubting feelings began to disappear. I began feeling connected to
Michael again and not feeling like He was so far from me. And things
began opening up to me again. Something also changed for me at that
time. Instead of fretting about “What is Father telling me to do?” and
trying to do that, I was at rest and I just knew what He was telling me
to do. I didn't have to try to figure it out. Instead of going into my
confusion, I let it be. I let it alone. I did not enter it.
When Michael sent the email and said He wanted everyone to come and
tell Him what the Consummation in Judgment would look like for us now,
I felt at rest. I knew Father would tell me what it was. I was almost
sure that it was a physical consummation with the Seven, but I wanted
to be clear. Father began showing me what the consummation means. Then
two days later I felt I needed to share with Michael the things that
were upon my heart. So I did. These thoughts that I shared with Michael
had never crossed my mind before. They just came to me, and I wrote
them down as they came:
The consummation of Judgment is the land's healing of all their corrupt
earth views. It is Michael the Son of God, not 64 year old Wayne Bent,
entering the Seven Messengers and filing them with His judgment, His
fury, His wrath, transforming them into Him so they can pour out His
fury upon the earth. It is not about a 64 year old man having sex with
seven virgins. It makes sense why this would be the Consummation of
Judgment, Michael entering the Seven Messengers before their work, Him
putting His fury into them, so they can pour it out. It is about the
Son of God entering the Seven and becoming them. It seems the Seven
can't pour out the plagues until He does. It makes so much sense. It is
a marriage in judgment. It is the consummation with the Seven Angels
who pour out the seven last plagues. The consummation and marriage in
judgment, it is a marriage, and what happens in a marriage?
It was on me to look up Daniel 9:27, the verse about the 'consummation'
being 'poured upon the desolate,' in several translations. These stood
out to me:
"A covenant will be put into effect with many people for one 'week.' In
the midddle of the 'week' sacrifices and offerings will come to an end.
In one part of the temple a hated thing that destroys will be set up. It will remain until the Lord brings the end He has ordered.” Daniel 9:27 New International Reader's Version.
I thought it was interesting that a “hated thing which destroys” is set
up in a part of the temple, and the seven angels come out of the temple.
“Then for one seven, he will forge many and strong alliances, but
halfway through the seven he will banish worship and prayers. At the
place of worship, a desecrating obscenity will be set up and remain
until finally the desecrator himself is decisively destroyed.” The Message Bible
When I shared with Michael, unsure feelings of doubt were trying to
take away my assurance that Father was telling me the things I was
seeing. So I went to Father and He reassured me. He told me that the
consummation would happen with the Seven.
The next day I went to Michael's and was sitting outside of His house.
I saw Him go for a walk and as I was watching Him walk away He looked
like He was bearing much upon His heart. My heart went out to Him and I
longed to comfort and bear Him up. I wrote this while He was on His
walk:
My Precious Michael,
O, how my heart aches for You. How I want to be in You and feel what
You feel, think what You think. I ache to hold You in my arms, and hold
You close to my heart. I want to feel Your pain, Your agony, Your heart
groanings. I lift You up to Your Father and my Father. My heart is with
You wherever You are. My heart groans for You. I feel I can't ever give
You what You really are worthy of, but I give You all I have to give. I
am drawn with You where You are.
Later I visited Michael and shared with Him what Father had told me,
that the consummation of the Seven would happen. Michael told me that
the right thing would be done.
Wednesday night Father revealed that it was His will for my sister,
Shekel, to go and be with my mom and dad for awhile. I wondered if I
would have to do the same. When MaryBella had gone to live with her
parents after living here for several months, I thought that maybe
Shekel and I would have to do the same. At that time though, I could
not go there, so I pushed it aside. But when Shekel was leaving it
brought it back to me and I thought, “Do I need to go, too?”
That night, Father put it upon my heart to encompass the land and to
walk the fence line. So I did. When I was walking, I wondered how many
gates there were, so I counted them and found that if you count the two
gates that are connected together, as two gates, that there are seven
gates in all. As I walked I had no prayers coming out of my mouth, just
a sweet peace and rest upon my heart. It was like I was wrapping the
people in Father's rest and peace. As I walked, the wind started to
blow and it came to me that Father was breathing His Spirit on the
land. When I had nearly encompassed the whole land, these specific
words of a song came to me. "Children of the heavenly Father, safely in
His bosom gather."
Children of the heav'nly Father
Safely in His bosom gather;
Nestling bird nor star in Heaven
Such a refuge e'er was given.
God His own doth tend and nourish;
In His holy courts they flourish;
From all evil things He spares them;
In His mighty arms He bears them.
Neither life nor death shall ever
From the Lord His children sever;
Unto them His grace He showeth,
And their sorrows all He knoweth.
Though He giveth or He taketh,
God His children ne'er forsaketh;
His the loving purpose solely
To preserve them pure and holy.
Lo, their very hairs He numbers,
And no daily care encumbers
Them that share His ev'ry blessing
And His help in woes distressing.
Praise the Lord in joyful numbers:
Your Protector never slumbers.
At the will of your Defender
Ev'ry foeman must surrender.
Thursday, my mom and dad came out to the land with Shekel. I was with
them for the last part of their visit. I rode with them to the gate,
and I felt the desire to go with them, and I almost did, but I didn't.
After they left I went to Michael's and I was feeling a lot of things
and I just wanted to tell it all to Michael and be naked with him. I
wanted to be heart to heart and skin-to-skin with Him. Esther was in
His house and when she came out I went in. I told Michael my desire to
be heart to heart and skin-to-skin with Him. I had asked several times
before but I was never in a place that I could. That night I knew He
would say I could, and He did. So He held me and I shared some of the
things with Him. Afterward I felt this great hole inside me. I shared
with Him how I had just been feeling my need, and He said, “It will be
filled. Your need will be filled.”
The next day, Michael sent the email out saying that He would not be
receiving any more visits about the vision. At first I felt this
terror, but then something changed and Father gave me His rest about it
all. It was very sweet. I felt all the stress that I had been having
the past week lift off of me and I could rest.
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