The Time Is Up!
Wayne Bent aka Michael Travesser has entered a fast from eating, until Willow Dawn Travesser is returned to her parents.
Today, June 6, 2008, I began a fast, as I did when I was in the heart of the earth for three days and three nights. I will now abstain from eating until the child Willow is returned with no strings attached, or until God brings the deliverance that I seek from the present evil, or the answer to my inquiry of justice is clearly manifested, or I am gone from this life altogether. About forty other souls joined me in this fast when they heard that I will not eat until justice is served. When in jail, I knew my instructions from heaven in regard to this were to not play the psychological mind games of men who are mentally sick and dishonest. I mean by mentally sick, the one who does not always tell the truth. A liar is always insane. If I could not live free and follow God according to my conscience, then I would not live at all. I could not fail, whether I lived or died, because my cause is just and my purposes are already settled in heaven. There is just no way on this earth that I will live in the beast’s prison system so that he can glory all over himself, over his psychopathic hallucinations in regard to me.
While I knew what I had to do in jail, I was not conscious of the invisible mechanisms that governed my decision to fast. I was not aware of the deep purpose of it. What I knew was that I had to fast, and refuse to take part in the pretense of justice with the perverted souls who falsely accused me. But I was not conscious of the science of why, other than I would be free of them by doing so, even while having to suffer the physical feelings of not having food or water. I also knew that I had to be willing to die, rather than live under the domination of truly psychopathic liars. I never felt hungry or thirsty for two days. After two days, I agreed to eat if my brethren fed me, for I was unmovable in the decision that I would not take one particle of food, or drink water that was supplied by the beast. I was not going to accept its pretended care, when I knew that in its heart, what the beast actually wanted, was to keep me alive long enough to pull off its lying wonders and finally place me in its gulag for the rest of my life.
What you will soon read, is the startling evidence of the fact that the absurd pretense of justice intended to create a legal facade, which has recently come against us, is related to the transfer of power in the United States over to a genuine psychopathic society. I do not mean this statement as a symbolic thrust against evil people by labeling them all insane. I mean that this charge against those in power can be very well substantiated, clinically and scientifically. This is the whole root of this present pressure against us. The nation is literally run by the insane. Insanity is seen when a soul insists upon his purely made-up view of things in the face of clear evidence against that view. The insane person knows very well, factually, that a certain individual did not rob the flower store next door, because he was a thousand miles away at the time of the robbery, but he “feels” that the man he hates did rob the flower store, or he wished that he had robbed it to justify his hatred, so he insists that the man is guilty of the crime. When someone hates, the facts do not matter, but only the feelings and offenses matter. The insane invent their scenario of life, even though it is not factually true.
This is precisely what motivated President Bush in his thrust against Saddam Hussein. The exposure of the lie that was in regard to his charge of Saddam’s “weapons of mass destruction” did not actually matter. The facts were secondary. What was true was that President Bush hated Saddam Hussein, and any lie to take him out was justified. The national leaders clearly exposed themselves as psychopaths, because at every turn, they simply adjusted their lie to fit the present need. They are still doing this, and the nation accepts it as normal behavior. President Bush and his advisors simply exposed themselves as psychopaths, but it exposed the psychopathic mindset of much of the citizenry also.
The only way to combat this monstrous unreality, is to refuse to consent to their insane fantasies, and to expose the psychopaths for who they are and what they are about. How can the sane ever actually relate to the insane in a real way? They cannot. They can only leave them in the dust.
My present circumstances have clearly shown to me the workings of the mind of the psychopath. A psychopath only judges from his internal “feelings” of prejudice and hatred and his need to control, but not from factual data. President Bush stated that he does not follow the data, but his “gut instincts.” With a psychopath, everyone is guilty until proven innocent, and no one can be proven innocent until he bows the knee to the psychopath. In other words, everyone is to be feared and hated, until they agree with the psychopath, then the psychopath judges that person innocent, no matter his crimes or noncrimes. With this kind of insanity, a man is not judged by what actually happened with him, but by how the psychopath feels about the person himself. A psychopath will put an “enemy” away for a thousand years if he steps on a crack on the sidewalk, but he will absolve a true criminal if that criminal happens to like him and agree with him. The leaders of this nation have long accused various heads of state for being dictators. “Saddam is an evil dictator.” But the psychopath will say nothing of “dictators” who bow the knee to his control. The United States has supported many dictators with money and weapons, but none are accused as such until they step out of the control of the American psychopaths. These are the actions and mentality of modern day psychopaths in our nation and the world. It is a sad day for everyone else, though, because this mental state always leads everyone else to their destruction also. Just ask Adolph Hitler and the rest of Germany if these things are not so.
This mindset is why those in power spent so many years lambasting China for being a Communist country and enslaving people, until China signed a trade deal with the United States. Then, all of the anti-Communist talk simply disappeared. Iran is now attacked over its nuclear issue, but only because the Iranian government does not express love for America’s criminal activity or bow the knee to her pathological disorders. If Iran decided to love America and submit to its controls, then suddenly all of the anti-nuclear talk would disappear in a flash, even though the very same people were still leaders of the Iranian government. It is because the psychopathic nature of the United States simply thinks in this way. Actual facts do not matter. It is only how they feel that matters, and whether they can retain control of the lives of other people who act independent of them. Those they don’t control are labeled “terrorists” for good reason. A psychopath is terrorized by anyone he cannot control. The psychopathic spirit loves its friends and hates its enemies, and its imagination works relentlessly to manufacture its erroneous pictures from a false idea, rather than having thoughts that come from any actual just principle. I am accused of crimes because psychopaths don’t like me, and I am offensive to their international model, but not because there is any actual crime committed by me. It is because I am accused by those who see me as out of their control, and out of their declared norms of control. They would absolve me in a moment’s time, if they liked me and if I expressed how much I liked them, no matter what I actually did. The psychopath would forgive me of anything if he liked me, but accuse me of everything if he did not like me. The actual law, and the facts, mean nothing to a psychopath.
I recently read an article by Dr. Kevin Barrett/Silvia Cattori.
As I read it, I was very satisfied to see the science of what we are
now dealing with in regard to the CYFD, the State investigators, and
the District Attorney. I also understood the science of my fast
while in jail. This article is an accurate, intelligent view of what we
as a church are facing. It is what the whole world is faced with,
but most people in the earth only concern themselves with which face
they are now going to elect and place upon the beast who will continue
to enslave them as before, since they always retain its mark. I
will include some of the shocking realities from this article, and it
will explain clearly why I must take the actions I am taking to expose
the evil at hand, even if it costs me my present life. Jesus
said, “For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever
will lose his life for my sake shall find it.” Matt. 16:25. I
tell you now, the beast is going into the Lake of Fire.
by Dr. Kevin Barrett/Silvia Cattori
I make the effort to share this information because it gives me, at last, a plausible answer to a long unanswered question: Why, no matter how much intelligent goodwill exists in the world, is there so much war, suffering and injustice? It doesn’t seem to matter what creative plan, ideology, religion, or philosophy great minds come up with, nothing seems to improve our lot. Since the dawn of civilization, this pattern repeats itself over and over again. The answer is that civilization, as we know it, is largely the creation of psychopaths. All civilizations, our own included, have been built on slavery and mass murder. Psychopaths have played a disproportionate role in the development of civilization, because they are hard-wired to lie, kill, cheat, steal, torture, manipulate, and generally inflict great suffering on other humans without feeling any remorse, in order to establish their own sense of security through domination.
...During the past fifty years, psychopaths have gained almost absolute control of all the branches of government. You can notice this if you observe carefully that no matter what illegal thing a modern politician does, no one will really take him to task. All of the so-called scandals that have come up, any one of which would have taken down an authentic administration, are just farces played out for the public, to distract them, to make them think that the democracy is still working....When you understand the true nature of psychopathic influence, that it is conscienceless, emotionless, selfish, cold and calculating, and devoid of any moral or ethical standards, you are horrified, but at the same time everything suddenly begins to makes sense. Our society is ever more soulless because the people who lead it and who set the example are soulless - they literally have no conscience.
In his book Political Oenology, Andrej Lobaczewski explains that clinical psychopaths enjoy advantages even in non-violent competitions to climb the ranks of social hierarchies. Because they can lie without remorse (and without the telltale physiological stress that is measured by lie detector tests), psychopaths can always say whatever is necessary to get what they want.
In court, for example, psychopaths can tell extreme bald-faced lies in a plausible manner, while their sane opponents are handicapped by an emotional predisposition to remain within hailing distance of the truth. Too often, the judge or jury imagines that the truth must be somewhere in the middle, and then issues decisions that benefit the psychopath. As with judges and juries, so too with those charged with decisions concerning who to promote and who not to promote in corporate, military and governmental hierarchies. The result is that all hierarchies inevitably become top-heavy with psychopaths. Since psychopaths have no limitations on what they can or will do to get to the top, the ones in charge are generally pathological. It is not power that corrupts, it is that corrupt individuals seek power.
...Psychopaths are incapable of authentic deep emotions. In fact, when Robert Hare, a Canadian psychologist who spent his career studying psychopathy, did brain scans on psychopaths while showing them two sets of words, one set of neutral words with no emotional associations and a second set with emotionally charged words, while different areas of the brain lit up in the non-psychopathic control group, in the psychopaths, both sets were processed in the same area of the brain, the area that deals with language. They did not have an emotional reaction until they intellectually concluded that it would be better if they had one, and then they whipped up an emotional response just for show.
...A psychopath is exactly that: conscienceless. The most important thing to remember is that this lack of conscience is hidden from view behind a mask of normality that is often so convincing that even experts are deceived. As a result, psychopaths become the SNAKES in Suits that control our world.
...Their own twisted sense of honor compels them to cheat and revile non-psychopaths and their values. In contradiction to the ideals of normal people, psychopaths feel breaking promises and agreements is normal behavior.
...Why does the Pathocracy fear it is losing control? Because it is threatened by the spread of knowledge. The greatest fear of any psychopath is of being found out.
...If the general voting public is not aware that there exists a category of people we sometimes perceive as almost human, who look like us, who work with us, who are found in every race, every culture, speaking every language, but who are lacking conscience, how can the general public take care to block them from taking over the hierarchies? General ignorance of psychopathology may prove to be the downfall of civilization. We stand by like grazing sheep as political/corporate elites throw armies of our innocent sons and daughters against fabricated enemies as a way of generating trillions in profits, vying against each other for pathological hegemony.
... There are no inspired leaders anymore. And in hierarchical structures there can’t be. Assuming that you can elect men or women to office who will see reason and the light of day, and who will change and learn and grow, make compassionate decisions and take conscientious actions is a foolish, childish dream. Continuing to dream it simply plays into psychopathic agendas.
...There are only two things that can bring a psychopath under submission: 1. A bigger psychopath. 2. The non-violent, absolute refusal to submit to psychopathic controls, no matter the consequences (non-violent noncompliance). Let us choose path 2! If individuals simply sat down and refused to lift a hand to further one single aim of the psychopathic agenda, if people refused to pay taxes, if soldiers refused to fight, if government workers and corporate drones and prison guards refused to go to work, if doctors refused to treat psychopathic elites and their families, the whole system would grind to a screeching halt.
These things are why I have taken the course of fasting and prayer
rather than continue to spar with the insane, who are incapable of
comprehending anything like a conscience. I do not need this
earth, and I do not need to keep my life. What I do need is to
live according to my conscience as a free man. This is
non-negotiable, and in fact this used to be stated as America’s most
basic tenet of existance. I will live this way, or not live at all.
I am untouchable in this regard. Psychopaths do not own me and
they will not rule over me, ever. I quit paying income taxes
because they used them to kill people who did them no wrong. I
refused an extended military service many years ago because I saw that
it was a dark force of the slave state. I gave up work in a
denominational church because I recognized that the hierarchy was
basically and willfully dishonest. If a person is not always
honest, and if he does not always tell the truth, he is actually a
devil, a Satan, and an enemy of mankind, no matter his profession.
I can clearly see that our difficulties with the legal system and
the CYFD are not related to the false charges, or to explanations in
defense of those charges. The truth does not matter to my
adversaries. The only thing that matters is how they feel about
me. I have been astonished at how utterly purposeful my
adversaries have been, even in the face of the clear, factual details
witnessed to by everyone here. It is because they have no
conscience, and they have no heart connection with their mental
activities. They also do not come from reason, but only from the
dark imaginations and feelings of their psychopathic mind. Thomas
Paine published a series of articles under the title, The Crisis.
He wrote: “To argue with a man who has renounced the use and
authority of reason, and whose philosophy consists in holding humanity
in contempt, is like administering medicine to the dead, or endeavoring
to convert an atheist by scripture.” This is what I discovered recently
in dealing with the dark side. They have renounced reason, and
accepted the authority of force and make-believe, instead.
The CYFD and a host of other poisonous psychotic souls only see one thing: They see that I am a veritable threat to their empire of control, and they must take me out in order to survive. Even the daughter Willow is a threat to them, and they must contain her because she will not bow or succumb to their hypocritical and hypnotic agenda. They also are looking for ways to put me under some kind of control as they have been allowed to do with Willow for a short time, but this is virtually impossible for me, for God has come into me fully, and He is the One with Whom they must now deal. My Father will never give His kingdom over to them. The thought of this is hilariously ridiculous to even contemplate. To those who are now holding Willow hostage, I have a message for you: You do not own Willow, and you are in for a surprise. You are about to see the fire of God come up out of her, and you will not be able to contain her any longer. Her heavenly Father is seeing to it.
I get emails from some people who want me in prison in the worst way, but they will never get me there, or get me there for more than a few days, because I refuse to live in prison. I am not the world’s donkey. God keeps me free from the beast and my haters, one way or another. They can spit their offenses out at me, wishing me ill, but they might as well be a gnat’s eyebrow, or a dead snake on the highway that was run over by a cattle truck. I would never want the world of the donkey that they live in. I will not live in it. I am a free being, made in the image of my Father, and not a slave of the psychopaths.
When Anaiah and Steven, the parents of Willow, the youngest child who was abducted from here, returned from the first court hearing about her, I asked them to share with me the details of that hearing in regard to her, and they said that the judge had put a gag order on those in attendance at the hearing, and they were not free to speak about it. I smiled and asked them no more. They truly went over the top trying to keep the rules of the court. At first, I felt that the gag order was part of the necessary process and helpful to some degree, and though the parents were not free to talk of the case to me, over time and by a number of witnesses who have seen Willow, including some comments that Willow’s grandfather had made after visiting with CYFD, I was able to put the pieces together revealing some serious abuses that were going on behind the scenes. The parents also mentioned some growing concerns they had for Willow’s welfare from what Willow told them when they visited with her. Others who visited Willow were not restricted by the gag order from being forthcoming. Willow directly relates to the charges against me, so it is with great interest that I gathered information in regard to her as it would come to me. I was not going to go public with the information that I had gleaned, just out of respect for those involved in the case, but when I began understanding the danger of Willow’s situation and her difficulties under the conditions of her incarceration, I felt I had to make everything very clear and begin exposing the injustice and abuse. Willow is hurting and being molested by the psychopathic CYFD, and in spite of repeated attempts to remedy this, no one in power is doing anything about it. Willow is being held illegally and the “legal” system is dead in the water and will not help her. Her “child protectors” are being her child molesters. She said recently, “I’ve never been abused until now—this is what I call child abuse. I was just fine until I was taken away. This is, this is, THIS is child abuse, if you have a definition, this is it.” “I’m feeling like, ‘Let me go back home; leave me alone.’ I feel kind of like, ‘I’ve had enough of this. Excuse me, I was taken away on terms of “abuse.’ When you take me away, you’re supposed to try and make things better for me than they were, ‘because I had such a horrible life.’ But things have been WAY WORSE! This is the WORSE TIME I’VE EVER HAD IN MY WHOLE LIFE!’ So, so much for all the claims of ‘helping me.’ They’re not helping me at all, like, as far as my well-being. I know it’s for a [spiritual] reason, but if they’re trying to make life better for me than it was, they’re doing a really bad job.”
Over these long weeks of Willow’s unjust and illegal imprisonment, for she has done nothing wrong, I have been able to glean some facts from those who have visited Willow, the media, and the District Attorney, that made me feel that some action needed to be taken immediately, or Willow would be hurt by the psychopaths clearly in charge of her and the CYFD. Some of those folks have an insane need to be in authority over other people’s children. I just could not understand it before, but now it is very clear. It even explained the reaction of those in Santa Fe when we tried to appeal for help for Willow in her very difficult circumstances, but it fell on deaf ears. We know why now, and it is very revealing.
I am now at the place where I must act on behalf of Willow, even if it is to give up my life for her. The State uses me as an excuse to steal a child, and I am not going to give them that excuse. I will not permit them to use me for their own dark agenda.
When Willow was abducted by force of arms, I was told personally by the CYFD agent Alyssia Luján and the police officer David Romero that there would be a hearing resolving the issue within 10 days. There has been no resolution. The hearing was dismissed long before any resolution could be reached, and it has been more than five weeks without resolution and with no further hearing. She is not only kidnapped, but held illegally, just as she was kidnapped illegally. But psychopaths do not care about legalities. They only care about what they want and how they feel about people who are not under their control.
I find myself no longer willing to drag this on, because of the lying and deception of the District Attorney Donald Gallegos and the CYFD. No more will I assume that these individuals are honest human beings, but rather, they are run by a principle that people generally do not understand. They are run by the dark forces of their own perverted feelings and personal agendas rather than by any true and just reality. These conclusions that I have come to were not without some careful, reflective consideration.
I recently learned that Willow was being asked to sign a statement that she was sexually abused, when she had told Phyllis Mayfield, CYFD supervisor, that she had not been. Phyllis continually asserts that Willow lay with a naked man, namely me. This official of the CYFD has been told repeatedly by Willow that she did not, but Phyllis continues to assault Willow with this accusation, and puts a very large and scary label on the accusation as well. This fits Dr. Kevin Barrett’s clear description of a psychopath. I have always felt that a psychopath was just demon possessed, and I still hold to that, but there are also very clinical descriptions of this strange behavior. I have not seen everyone in CYFD as psychopaths, but clearly the leadership and managers seem to have this obvious psychosis. It is revealed in how they treat people and how they view the lives of others. At the Raton CYFD they have started requiring an armed guard to be present to protect these fearful souls from the daddy who comes to visit his little girl each week. This is insane behavior, but no one seems to notice. They must carefully listen to every word that Mother or Daddy says to her. They must inspect every bag and read every note and letter to see what Mommy and Daddy are bringing to her. These insane souls actually and factually believe the lie that Willow belongs to them, and they enforce that belief with the force of arms and armed guards. The truly insane stick out like the Rock of Gibraltar. Willow does not belong to them, and she will never belong to them, but the truth does not seem to have much effect on a psychopath. They just “feel” that Willow belongs to them, and they can tell any lie, and break any law with impunity, to insure that their controlling world view stays intact. CYFD agent Alyssia Luján and police officer David Romero were prime examples, demonstrating this psychopathic insanity when they came out here to steal the children on a made-up lie of the children being in danger, and adamantly declared to us that the state owned the children.
Willow reported that they are trying to make her confess to being a victim of a “highly violent crime.” This highly charged statement, when there are NO FACTS OR EVENTS to back that statement up, clearly reveals the mind of a psychopath. They expose themselves very quickly. They have presented Willow with a paper to sign to confess to being the victim of “a highly violent crime.” It was asked her what that “highly violent crime” was, and she said they called it “inappropriate sexual contact with a minor, or something like that.” This is the “highly violent crime” that the District Attorney has charged me with. Willow denied again to them that anything like that has happened, and attested that she has not been sexually molested. She said, “I wasn’t the victim of a violent crime, so I’m not filling anything out, and I’m not going to sign any papers saying I was.”
But the psychopathic nature of our present law system of Gallegos and his ilk keeps “hammering her” to see if they can make her confess to something that never happened. This is the simple course of a psychopath. Willow has told them repeatedly what the truth is, but they simply want to prove that she is lying, and they are desperately trying to get her to lie for them, because that is just what they would do. Lying, from their own perspective, is as natural as the sunrise, and they have no conscience whatever in the process of lying. They believe that I am one such as themselves. I asked a person involved in the law why Mr. Gallegos is purposely lying. This person answered me saying, “He is running for office.” Lying is okay for a psychopath if it is for a good reason, and getting reelected is good enough for one whose mind is in this state of needing public power and personal control over other people.
Mr. Gallegos said publicly, before the media, that he “decided not to present evidence to grand jurors in the case of the third girl because ‘More work needed to be done’.” Willow is the “third girl” that Gallegos is referring to, and Gallegos’ “more work” is evident. He already knows he has no case and so he had to leave Willow off of his indictment, but he is working on getting her to lie so that he can put her on his made-up list of accusations. This man has no conscience. There is no heart connect with his mind. He simply rushes to power, no matter who is crushed under his heel, even if it is a 13-year-old girl. The people who elect him to office are unwitting accomplices in his psychopathic activity. They do not even suspect his true motivations because his charges seem so plausible because of their own immoral world, and especially if they are psychopathic themselves. They are desperately trying to make everyone be afraid of me because I do things out of the mainstream of society. I follow my Father’s Voice and this is something that frightens the psychopath who has never heard God speak to him. Truly, God does not speak to evil men.
An example of this fear of me was during my arrest. I have told the police a number of times that if they want me, just give me a call and I would be ready for them to pick me up. They could have even called and said, “Mr. Bent, we are going to put you in jail, would you please come in?” I could have saved them a lot of work if they would have called. But instead, they took the route of a psychopath. Evidently the police higher-ups are psychopaths, for they sent a large number of cars full of highly armed men, and a helicopter, to get this 125 lb, 67 year old man living by himself in a trailer house. When they invaded, I had not even brushed my teeth yet, so they waited for me with all of their armor while I did that. They also waited for me while I went to the bathroom, but they wanted the door cracked so that they could see me and so that I would not escape. Would I escape through the bathroom window, or the air vent? Would I commit suicide? Would I do it with a roll of toilet paper? They must have spent 20 or 30 thousand dollars of taxpayer money just to come get me. I could never understand this strange behavior until I realized that they were either psychopaths or they took orders from psychopaths. Then it made sense, because psychopaths are very fearful and they must make a large show of force to somehow vindicate their feelings and protect themselves from those they are so terrified of. “Shock and Awe” is a method used by psychopaths. Psychopaths are very afraid of me, or they hate me intensely, because I unsettle their delusion of control. I am an absolute danger to them, and they know that if the people received my testimony of listening only to the Voice of God to the soul, that they would suddenly lose all of their power over them. This is truly a terror to the beast.
I don’t even think that psychopaths can be embarrassed by their obvious disconnect with reality. They come out and literally invade our land, and a few days later I am out and my bail is returned to me. I am exactly the same man that I was. I dress the same as I did before, and I live in exactly the same house. Is there not a strange disconnect here somewhere? I am just as dangerous or not dangerous now, as I was then. But psychopaths cannot make sense or reason from their paranoid and psychotic reality. They move from their illusions and their need to be seen as powerful and in control, and it overwhelms any natural ability that they might have to add 1+1 and get 2.